January 2011
37 posts
Very in love with Notorious currently.
Week Analysis
Successful week.
Although I endured an above average amounts of stress, sadness, anger, insecurity, requirement for self-assessment, and loneliness; I feel as though it was all part of making me feel the way I do now.
At peace. Possibly because of the weather. A large portion of my mood right now is because of the weather. Everything that happened this week, I view it as necessary. New classes...
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Anonymous asked: Why are you so cool?
Tired
So tired of talking over the same problem with different people multiple times of the day. So tired of explaining my side of the situation, only to hear that I need to change. So tired of nothing being said to the opposing angle. So tired of the constant stream of emotions about it.
swoozi asked: You're so old now. I feel like you've grown up so much since I graduated. I'm proud of you, but it makes me sad, because I feel like I'm missing out on it. I sound like your mother.
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“I love sleep. My life has a tendency to fall apart when I’m awake, you...”
– Ernest Hemingway
Things that are aweful
Top three worst feelings
1. Being alone
2. Being a hypocrite
3. Realizing that its you, not them
Number one thing I need,
Reassurance. Or help being different. Maybe I could just be someone else for a little while. That would make things easier. Not have all of my shortcomings for about, a day.
“Artists use frauds to make human beings seem more wonderful than they really...”
– Kurt Vonnegut
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You showed me, a sunset over flowing.
1# Person of Importance in my life currently, hopefully for a really long time. This post is also 1# sappiest post I will ever post. But its okay, because no one actually cares a lot about this, so I can be really fucking annoying and its okay!
I just want everyone to know him because if everyone knew how wonderful he was, they would just be happier. He means the whole world to me, and he thinks...
chanandlerrock asked: ohhh my goodness cozy i love your tumblr, because it is full of your thoughts and i love your thoughts and i love you. i read your numbers thing. i only know who one person is... obvious =)
this isnt an ask, really.
so.
did you write one about me?! i would deff write one about you.
this isnt an ask, really.
so.
did you write one about me?! i would deff write one about you.
Why I am very excited for their concert, despite...
Numbers
This is awefully myspaceish, but I am feeling reflective and Tumblr is for reflections.
You don’t need to read it, its just nice to put things down in writing. Also sneaky.
Each number is a person in my life who I think about. Chances are you aren’t who you guess, but the tendency of people is to relate, so guess away.
1. I miss you, more now than ever. I respect your words so...
“We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be.”
– Kurt Vonnegut (Mother Night)
Bring me to the Present
The past few months have been…trying.
I think i really have been surprised at how much I’ve let people and their actions affect me recently. I keep trying to get past the past, but it is one of the most difficult things I have had to do. Perhaps I was spoiled at how things once were, and this is reality. I can only hope that this is not reality, because I am going to have trouble...
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